This is a strange post for me to write, but I feel that I owe not only my readers an explanation, but also those bloggers that I love interacting with.
If you haven't noticed, the only photos of me are from 9 plus years ago. Everything else, I'm behind the camera. There is a reason. No, I do not lack confidence, but I am aware that people on the internet are cruel and I don't want to open a can of worms to cause me to look at myself in a bad light- this is my form of protection. I hide behind the camera.
These are some of the last photos I posted of me:
The first picture is from about 11 years ago. I had started working on a paranormal podcast. The second picture is from about 8 years ago. I had started losing my teeth. The front ones were messed up, so I would still do pictures but close smile. I was no longer doing videos. Since then, all of my teeth have broken off. My pregnancy with my daughter caused my teeth to rot from the inside out and they look horrible. I no longer do pictures because my jawline looks different. Because of different things going on, I haven't been able to have my teeth cut out and dentures haven't happened but will.
I know that the internet trolls will have fun if I did and I don't want to open myself to that. I love my followers and fellow bloggers. I love my life and love sharing my kids, creations, and ideas.
If you have wondered why I'm always behind the camera when we should be in front- that is why!
Note: My kids will have pictures of us together. My in-laws and husband often sneak pictures of me doing things with the kids.
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